I Am Angry.

I am angry and disappointed in myself right now.

And I'm angry at you.

But mostly I am angry at myself.

I hate that I let myself believe and that I trusted you.

I am angry that you gave me false hope.

I feel betrayed, lost, confused, disappointed and heartbroken.

And angry. Always angry.

I am angry that you didn't pick me.

I am upset that I let myself hope for the impossible.