All I want is one guy to prove to me that they aren't all the same.
I guess you weren't up to the challenge to be that guy.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Freedom is not an easy thing to come by.
For the first time in my life I am completely and totally alone.
I've never been more petrified.
Or felt more free.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
*giggle*
You are ridiculously confusing.
This photo makes me laugh because I am sooooooooo drunk. And I made Jeff giggle.
Apparently car dealerships/parts and service places are the most retardedly slow places EVER. And have the stupidest people working in them. I didn't know that an oil/lube/filter took 14 hours! Maybe I just don't know much about cars.
I feel like a fat disgusting gross obese cow.
I really think I need to work on my self-confidence.
The Spice Girls concert was the best night ever. Highlight of my YEAR...........nay, my LIFE!
This photo makes me laugh because I am sooooooooo drunk. And I made Jeff giggle.


I really think I need to work on my self-confidence.

Saturday, February 02, 2008
really, quite pathetically sad.

Or punch a wall. Or punch someone.
No...I want to punch you.
Quite badly.


You have no idea what you want and yet you say that I am the one who doesn't. You say I'm confused, but you are confusing. I don't know if you mean to mess with my head or not, but you are. And I am very close to snapping.
It's my own fault really. I never should have gotten involved, and now I don't have the willpower or strength to break away. I don't respond to anyone else that way I respond to you. No one else can make me so mad that I practically have steam coming out my ears, or laugh so hard I cry, or make me feel the way you do when you smile at me, or make my skin tingle...I can feel where you touched me long after you did.

This is not good. This is the worst thing that could possibly happen. I don't even know how I let this happen.
How sad is it that I just want you?
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
it starts in my nose...





Now how do I go about doing that?
Thursday, November 29, 2007
guaranteed to blow your mind.

I am slightly regret-ful. Is that even a word? I doubt it. I can't get my head on straight and it's really freaking annoying. Like I can see reason, but I can't make myself believe it. I want to live in my fantasy world where you may like me, but I know you can't/won't/don't.
I know myself well enough to know that I can't have that. I want/deserve more.
And what about you? You can never find out about my regret. I don't want to blow it. But I want to be wanted. I like that. Who doesn't like that?
You shocked me and I'm still reeling. How come you won't look me in the eye?
I can't decide. And it's driving me insane. I don't want to think/talk about it anymore. Just make my decision for me.
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